"I"

Stole this from my fabulous sister in law... Thanks Erin!
i am: happy that God has blessed me with such a great family
i think: about how great it would be to move to Guatemala and teach English to my little kids in La Arenera Guatemala
i know: God needs to be at the center of my marriage if it is going to make it in today’s society.
i want: a coke right now, but am refraining because of the 140 calories that comes with it.
i have: really flat hair right now, which is not good because I have to go to an awards ceremony tonight for John, and I wanted to look hot….oh well
i wish: I had 50 cents in my wallet so that I could go downstairs and get a coke:)
i hate: when I give in so easily to myself and my cravings for crappy food.
i miss: my pre wedding body and would really like to get it back.
i fear: that we (Christians) have become complacent and comfortable in our lifestyles and will realize that when we get to Heaven.
i feel: sorry for people that don’t understand the gift of Jesus Christ.
i hear: Rush Limbaugh on the radio right now and just laugh/agree with how conservative he is…. Its kind of ridiculous, but very entertaining, and I think he is right about most stuff.
i smell: pretty good actually…I applied a lot of deodorant this morning.
i crave: a coke
i search: my wallet and my drawer at work for 50 cents so that I can go get a coke…I cant find 50 cents.
i wonder: if I will ever have any children of my own…I don’t have the desire and honestly see adoption in my future, but who knows.
i regret: that I didn’t pay attention in school when I had the opportunity because I think I would really enjoy it now if I went back.
i love: Ryann Cate. I mean seriously she is AMAZING. She melts my heart when she smiles at me.
i ache: for people that do not choose life for their babies because I know that they ache after their abortions.
i care: about the fact that abortion is so accepted in our society. It amazes me that killing a baby (with a beating heart) is legal and not opposed.
i always: love to see my dog, Beyonce, when I get home from work. She runs in to see me and is so excited to see me that I cannot help but be happy.
i am not: very good at listening and not talking. I tend to talk a lot.
i believe: God has big plans for John and I in our marriage, and I pray that we will follow the path that He has for us and not give in to a comfortable lifestyle
i dance: …..I don’t dance. I am as white as they come. i sing: in the shower and then realize that my voice is really not very good at all….to be honest, I used to think I had a relatively decent voice, but now I see that it is not good at all.
i don’t always: like to admit when I am wrong when John and I are discussing certain things.
i fight: with John about finances…and that’s about all we fight about.
i write: out stories about my clients and realize how blessed my life has been.
i win: at all the fights that John and I have about finances :)
i lose: at the battle between my pillow and my Bible. I choose my pillow way too often.
i never: thought that I would not want to have kids of my own.
i confuse: John sometimes when I freak out about finances....In general I am a very laid back person and don't get stressed about anything. If John brings up something about our finances, I freak out... It is the one and only thing that stresses me out.
i listen: to Carly (a co worker) talk to a client with such a sweet and patient tone in her voice, and I wonder why I am so quick to become angry and frustrated with some of my clients. We are called to love our neighbors and often I forget that even annoying people are my neighbors.
i can usually be found: at work or on the couch with John watching the Colbert Report (HILARIOUS)
i am scared: that one day I will look back and I will not have done what I know God is calling me to do because it is not convenient.
i am happy about: the fact that I have the most amazing husband in the world. He is a true leader, and I am beyond blessed that God gave him to me.